Finding it difficult to write a code

Hey! guys, my name is john. All my life I have been dreaming to be a programmer. initially, I had a challenge choosing a particular programming language. Finally, I stumbled over the javascript programming language. I have learnt the basic parts of the language ranging from variables to functions, objects, arrays etc. but am struggling to come up with a concept or ideals of building a little project with the little knowledge I have now. i have watched video tutorials read books online but everything seems to be a waste of time. Please could anyone from this platform help me out, if possible you can share with me your experience growing up as a beginner? thanks